So it was my second night in Amsterdam and after an embarrassing
fake ‘hemp chocolate bar’ we decided to try the real thing and went to a coffee
shop and ordered tea and a ‘space brownie.’
Waiting for the effects to begin was quite
nerve wracking. I suddenly started to feel odd. I felt like everything was
spinning and my girlfriend’s face was moving and blurry. It wasn’t like being
drunk, it was like nothing I had ever felt before, and not in a good way. It
didn’t chill me out, I wasn’t high I was psychotic. The last thing I remember
before my episode began was clambering onto my girlfriend’s lap to feel safe.
Then I spaced out. I didn’t speak for 6 hours. I took my clothes off in public
and started touching myself inappropriately, I was talking to people who
weren’t there, and whispering song lyrics. I was off my rocker. It was like I
had taken cocaine, not cannabis.
I remember coming round in the hotel lobby with
a plate of food under my nose. It was funny now I look back at it, but at the
time it was terrifying. I remember feeling like my heart was racing so fast it
would stop and talking to people in my head.
Not everyone reacts the same to drugs and weed
did not chill me out. I have mental health issues and am on strong medication
and it may have reacted to my meds but I can’t imagine what I’d be like on
anything stronger than cannabis, considering even on alcohol I’m a demon.
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